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Wednesday 2 December 2009

Good Days, Bad Days

Well it has been a real roller coaster ride. On Sunday, Talia looked positively awful, she was so chesty and refusing to eat again. I went to bed with a heavy heart fearing another trip to hospital. But then, all of a sudden she woke up looking like a new person. She had more energy and actually ate three good meals. She is on a number of natural and homeopathic remedies and they seem to be helping her lots. I really do see allopathic and natural medicine as complimentary - I have needed both for Talia and it concerns me that people often see them as two sides of the spectrum.

Anyway she had a fab day yesterday too, slowly with more energy - able to sit up again, able to chat a little but then just as I was starting to relax, we had an awful night last night. But what on earth caused her to cry all night long? It really puzzles me. I thought perhaps she had kicked the side of her cot and hurt herself.

Anyway I have just spoken to the physio because after examining her, my gut tells me that her hip has come out of its socket a bit. I have given her an anti-inflammatory and she has eaten so now I am just watching her. If it gets any worse I will take her to the physio to check it out and then perhaps to the Dr.

She has just managed to fall asleep so that is a good sign - she was in too much pain last night to rest. Lets hope that she wakes up feeling better.

My oh my - it is already December - I feel as though the last three weeks have been about survival and getting through them. It is pretty scary to see Talia sick - she is so small and skinny that seeing her lying down and so floppy does thrust me back into reality. I can see just how vulnerable she is. Yet in our own ways, aren't we all?

I am so looking forward to going back to our physio sessions and all the activities - we have so much fun together and we really do enjoy the moment. I have seen Talia improve so much over the last few months. We just need to get over this hurdle and continue with the race.

I have finally received the muscle biopsy report from Barcelona. I spent quite a lot of Monday translating it - dare I admit that I quite enjoyed the challenge of translating the medical jargon? Wow, I learnt so many new terms - it really got my brain ticking. Probably not a bad thing since I have spent most of my time watching and listening to Baby Signing Time!

It appears that nothing abnormal has been picked out yet. I have written to the Drs asking whether this means Tália is not a mito patient. It appears that there is no mito problem in the muscle tissue but what exactly does it mean in real terms. Her lactate seems to be at its lowest level ever. However the mito medication - Q10 and Carnicor do make a big difference to her. Oooh I really don't know - you think you have a dignosis and then you end up back at square one.

Tália Appears on Eye on Spain